Today's Black History Month Devotional was written by LaToya Ottley
God guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way.
Psalm 25:9
As a black woman, far from a child, no longer a youth by Statistics Canada's definition, not yet "grown" in the sense that grown folks use it, what am I supposed to be doing at this point in my life? I want to make a positive impact in my community; I know I have a divine purpose, but it is a challenging time because of the notion in popular society that by now, we should have it all figured out. The weight of this leaves a lot of us adults feeling confused and going nowhere, fast.
The other day, I turned on a TD Jakes podcast for encouragement and randomly chose the one entitled "Impact". He used the analogy of a thermostat. Do you know those days when you turn the heat in the car all the way on high before the car is warm? You feel blasts of cold air; colder than the resting temperature inside the car, and then suddenly it's so hot that you have to take off your jacket? We cannot come into something "cold" expecting that if we "turn up the heat" it will get better, faster. He was saying that sometimes we expel more energy trying to get somewhere fast and it ends up taking longer or feeling more intense than if we took our time.
We may experience feelings of depression or disappointment with ourselves because we are rushing to do something that The Creator meant to happen over time. If we look at the progress within the black community, some of our "wins" were started by men and women who didn't even get to live to see the fruits of their labor. I am learning that if I want to make an impact, one that will last well beyond my years, I must have a mindset of humility, consistency, and endurance. Only then can God use me in a meaningful way.
Prayer
Creator, help me to be patient. Give me a discerning spirit that I will not be lead off-track by "shiny objects." Remind me to be grateful for my resources and to be good to those who support me. Humble me enough to be mentored by my elders as was the tradition of my ancestors. Wrap me in the assurance that I am right where I need to be and that only you dictate what my life should look like at any point on my journey. Be with us 29 - 30-somethings figuring out this adulting thing. We are a crazy bunch but we desire and are determined to get it right!
LaToya, TOI: Truth Over Illusion" Ottley is a singer/ songwriter and an aspiring music educator in the areas of vocal and performance coaching. With many skills in language and arts, she looks forward to completing her degree in Music through York University in the near future.
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